18
Screaming and crying and wondering Why;
Working and getting to know money and worrying about money,
Wanting to fly away;
But learning to drive instead,
Studying and stressing and Trying to have fun,
First kiss and holding sweaty hands and Feeling cornered,
Watching my home go up in flames;
High school completion;
Writing, singing, and finding confidence in my abilities,
Yelling and throwing and destroying just for the hell of it,
Trying to run and tripping on my own feet;
Now college;
Learning to take care of myself and missing the playground;
Wondering what my purpose is and worrying whether I can live up to it;
Separated holidays and fighting change,
Living in my fantasies and being thrown back into reality;
Everyone comes together again to pick up the pieces,
Trying so desperately to make myself happy and make everyone else happy,
Endings, endings, endings, and with them come new beginnings