From the moment u were born I was so happy but yet so scared, you fought from your first breath. Every day of your life was a battle for you and I was soo proud of my strong lil man, to see ur  priceless smile as you hurd my voice, our precious cuddles who are ingraved in my mind, ur smell <3 I swear sometimes I still smell you Justin. I will never b complete without you here but I am at peace as ur suffering is done, gettin that horrific call from the doctors cannot b describe, the choice I had to make as ur mother was the hardest decision I've ever had to make in my life. I couldn't be selfish, I had to do what was best for you. I had to let you go and end ur suffering, you fought hard till the end my Soldier boy, till ur last breath. As u went up to heaven you took a big part of Maman's heart but that's ok because it's filled with priceless memories of you and your love <3 I miss you every second of everyday and so does your brother & sisters but we know ur up there watchin over us surrounding us with ur love and strenght <3 I know you saw ur lil brother Jolain last week when he cried for u at ur resting place, please fill the emptiness of his big brother with ur love Justin 3

            May you rest in peace Justin Butterfly <3 Love you for eternity and miss you more than words can describe <