What I want. 
I hate coffee but I love the way it smells.
I love sleep but I hate the dreams it brings. 


I crave perfection but I hate the path to reach it.
I loath the plastic people but can’t live without them.
I cry for the poverty of others but relish in the riches of my life. 



I need to live but I want to die. 
I want to die but I need to live.