Shit That You Can't Say To Your Teacher
Location
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So much to say
But I'll just say a few
My routine
That's what I'll do
I wake up at 5:30am
Go to the bus stop
And go to school
You know the usual
I go to jail I'm sorry
I mean school
A place where I feel like a robot or a dusty old tool
I'm sitting in class listening to my teacher lecture
But not actually teach
Then you give me this paper
Assuming I automatically know it
Please do not assume
Assumptions tend to mislead you
I have six other classes
How do you expect me to still be me
How do you expect me to give you my all
I'm going through withdraw
The unusual things
My eyes are rolling to the back of my head
I'm about to fall
I wish I can just renew
I'm tired I'm sleepy
I just can't do
This class is boring I'm tired
This sucks
What can I do
Nothing
I can't I have to go to school
Or do I ?
Just playing
Not really
School makes me want to leave
But I've been here for almost ten years now
I will not leave
You're not going to recieve my all
I just wished you understood
I hate that you keep saying
All the things I complain about are excuses
To be honest
I'm telling you why I'm not making it
Y'all treat me like the next
I'm not I'm trying to be the best
Please stop comparing me to the next
I'm me no one else
Please just give me a chance
Stop rushing me I know I know
Time is racing heartbeat is pacing
Deadlines to meet things to finish
Things to teach
You need to understand
Rushing me will only stress me out and make me fail
It's not that I hate school
It's the waking up early
feeling like a tool
faking a smile
That I'm not use to
That all in general can take a toll on a person
Who really dislikes school
I use to be alive
Happy so glee
Now I don't even know me
Now I'm depressed unhappy the old me
Not trying to be mean I'm just saying
You teachers in general
Your far from a friend
You make me feel like the old me
The one who use to be . . . . . .
S U I C I D I A L
I feel dead inside
straight to the vein
So I ask you out of the courtesy out of my heart
Relax and just give me some time
to replenish what I'm lacking in the INSIDE