January 31, 2023.
What do I do, everything is getting bad again.
Why can I never get better?
Everyone gives up on me,
Why can't someone just stay and listent to me?
If no one wants to help me then I dont matter.

I relapse again,
I cut, purge, starve myself, drink, isolate.
Why can nothing make me happy anymore,
Not my friends, not family, not my hobbies, i'm alone.