I went to remember old memories
I saw a closed door
I asked to go through
I walked in
I was so shocked
I saw my father
I smiled
But it didn't last long ...
He was cooking
My plate was always last given
I see him go around the corner
I follow
He's reaching for medicine....
Ear drops?
He put some in my food ...
Is this real?
Why
Are you actually poisoning me?
Your child
I woke up
Scared
Sweating
I had a full panic attack
Crying none stop ...
I called my doctor
I want to see my old records...
He said I knew this day would come....
What does that mean?
I stay silent....
Please tell me why I would be sick every year
Throwing up none stop for a week
Loosing weight
Not enjoying life
Being stuck in bed
Wishing for death at suck a young age
I was being poisoned by a man I called dad
I knew be never wanted me
I didn't look like my sister's
Always thought I was from an affair....
Got more information
Confronted my mom
I know he's not in our lives
A situation came up and she finally had enough and left
But wtf?
He was poising your kid....
He was trying to kill me
It took you what for me to turn 17 to finally walk away
It wasn't even because of what he did to me
She voted and hugged me
I went to therapy... At age 5
I was being killed by a man I looked up too
I was to young to understand what he was doing to me
I was told it was to put more flavor...
I was isolated by kids my age
I was the sick kid
No one wanted to be my friends
I spent most of my time at home
I can't even even come around to face this man anymore
But I can't block him because I want to confront him
I'm stuck in my own head
Poisoned memories
I wish I never found out