The day i was pulled into that closet, 

i got onto a plane. she was there too, the destination was depression and

pain and i caught it like a flu.

On the same flight .

but different destinations,

i didn't put up a fight,

she had no hesitation.

Is it still assault even though i didnt say no?

I was too young to consent, i should have said no.

They say girl on girl sexual assault isn't a thing

but it is for me, i wonder if she told her family.

I saw her the other day on instagram, she's going to college.

what she did to me she has no knowledge of what it did to me! 

Now every year i ask God, why wasn't anyone there?

Instead of being a holiday where i give thanks, 

i get on my knees and beg God for an answer.

so they ask "why is she like that everyday?"

its because of what happened on Thanksgiving day.