Dark and Deep
I cower in the corner, watching, waiting,
frightened as my father raises a fist, fierce words firing faster,
flashing rock vibrating, blows raining harder,
spit falling from his lips.
As I turn black and blue, bruising and bleeding,
my tear-stained face downcast, eyes swollen shut,
I am silent; no one hears my cries;
no one cares.
He drags me across the floor like a sack of potatoes by my hair.
He screams, punctuating each imagined slight with a slap.
I am airborne, thrown like a shot put into the dresser.
My ribs snap with a sickening crack, splintering.
Whimpering, praying for him to stop, I crawl,
holding my side as I drag my beaten form across the hard floor.
I leave a trail of blood, the metallic scent wafting towards me
as I linger as the door, unable to open it before he grabs me.
He brutally grasps my neck, his vise-like grip
coiling around me like a boa-constrictor.
My father, my condemner, his hands, my noose,
I feel the bones of my neck crushing under the pressure.
Morning never comes.
Here it is forever dark.
I wake to a slight breeze, dusting me with delicate dandelion seeds,
white in the wind.
I smell earth, dirt and flowers;
feel the hard wood at my back.
The black suits merge with the blue sky as the red sun
glares down, watching the scene below in blazing anger.
But I am finally at peace,
as the sun sets on the scene, a final smile fixes upon my lips.