My Criminology professor must believe that I'm either in love with Criminology or that I'm absolutely crazy! I couldn't stop smiling all through that lecture.
I couldn't stop smiling because I was thinking of you, and the way you smile through your tears.
I couldn't stop thinking about kissing you.

Well, I might be crazy,
Considering I'm still entertaining the thought of you,
Still letting you colonize my brain,
Chasing an illusion,
Longing for something that isn't real,
A Garden of Eden I built.

You know what's ironic?
I'm aware how far from reality this is.
But it still makes me smile,
Still makes my heart beat and my mind believe it's too happy to be here..

My God!
You are such a lovely illusion, worth chasing after,
Your hands, your wrists,
kissing you, kissing your neck,
holding you close to my heart.
A utopia I can't simply escape from.

But at the end of the lecture, I have to stand up and remind myself it's nothing more than a mere illusion... 

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