lets drink to this pain

watch it all go down the drain

tears becoming stains we wear with shame

walk with me down this one way street

till I feel the heat of your body pressed against mine

whisky in my hand and gin sliding down my throat

lips lick the anger; hands touch the wounds

but we are just creating more

cause its a sad life with you by my side

its a dark one with him on my mind

cigarettes fogging up my mind, so I let you in

walls have begun to collapse

his hands twisting inside my heart

drunk under the stars with a knife in my chest

why am I here , why are we doing this

pulling me close my head upon your shoulder

Wanted to feel something stronger than his hell

sip on me like whisky

breath me in as if I was smoke

going insane

smile in the club for him

cut your skin in the bathroom

to avoid the pain

you took me in and watched me die

with lust in your eyes

you fucked me over and made it feel okay

you knew I was broken but that didn’t stop you from killing me

slip off the dress

put your lipstick on 

rip your heart out

down another bottle

smoke your last box

lick your lips

cover your tears in mascara

don’t give a shit about yourself

let him rip you of everything you held close

cause you are just a sad girl

looking for something to live for

using hate to feel alive

just call me baby one last time kissing my neck in the dim street lights

let him steal your beauty and replace it with dark and loneliness

your a sad story baby let it sink in

.k