There is a place that a kid like me should keep himself in,avoiding all the people trying to drag me into a world where all I do is sin.I look back at my life and I wonder why I tried so hard to fit in,especially when its inevitable for a nobody like me in this game of life to win. I've been caught up in this life full of tears and emotion,and I walk in the same path moving with the same unique motion.I am at the point of life where I find myself creating a new potion,focusing on finally reinventing myself so I can fulfill a new notion. I walk all day, everyday, in this world facing the truth about reality,I want to see there is good in people but my mom thinks I'm blind to society.I don't like being upset so I try my best to be happy,and when I am happy sometimes I can come off as a little yappy.People get mad at me because they feel like I think nobody is better than mebut that isn't the case I just choose to live the life of the person that I want to be.I am the guy that I know can be perceived "differently"and if you feel intimidated just let me know because I don't want a new enemy. I have to stay humble and stop reminiscing on the past,Stay focused on my future I want to live and avoid being harassed.I was an outcastwith classwho finally got madturning badbecause I look back at a depressing love life that makes me sad When I write....I do my best to speak my mindWell I guess that is how the root of life gets at some point and time. I am unique, creative and I am an overly open guy,a guy who wants to be loved and wants someone to be there by his side,a guy who wants his love to be given a second try,a guy who wants love but feels like his love has been and will be denied,A guy who looks at his life and asks himself why does he try.A guy who has been classified, set aside and wonders if his worth is qualified.A guy who feels bad for people who have to turn to suicide. Sometimes I want to enjoy myself and not have to be serious,sometimes I want to be straight forward and not mysterious.Sometimes I wonder why people judge me, let me be MikeyI just want my life back when I was happier than happy I have an addiction to youI only speak my mind when I need to come out to youbelieve that what I tell you is trueyou were the girl I was afraid to loseI'm sorry the heartbreak was something we had to go through. Everyday I think of you and I, wishing we could be togetherbut I don't think you want to be with a guy like me forever