The Winter Sea
The embers in the hearth stay aglow
As the wind howls and the sky erupts
In showers of ghostly, pale snow
As I look toward his golden face,
Reflecting the dancing of the flames
I see all the adventures I have yet to endure
And all the impossible places I long to explore
As I am briefly caught up in my own little world
I realize the average human being wouldn't understand
Quite how extraordinary it is to hold his rough, calloused hands
He closes his eyes momentarily and gets up from his chair,
A graceful movement beyond all compare,
Gazing out the shattered window at the disastrous weather
And in his eyes I see
All the moments that shape everything I hope to be
I see the emptiness in him, that exposes the light in me
He runs his boney fingers through his dusty hair
The whole night he has remained stiff and unimpressed
With my loud bursts of laughter and witty remarks of intellect
But as he opens the rusty old door,
The only body separating us from the raging storm,
I can see the amusement in his exhausted eyes
Like a psychopath before his victim dies
As he steps out into the cold night
Chills threaten my raw skin and crawl down my spine
I yell for him not to go
With only a small pause he says,
“I wish to be buried deep within the snow”
His determination, passion, and strength
Captivate me, mind body and soul
Some would think his insanity, to be the result of loving me
But his entire being, one could never hope to control
I look outside the window, as he wanders through the night
I lock the door behind him, wishing with all my might
That he finds the dream he’s looking for,
Even though it can't be completed with me
And I pray that out there on his own, he doesn’t give into lunacy
Picking up my quill, I record the details time and time again
And my dear you see, without poetry,
How on earth could I record such a marvelous entity?
How could I exist without writing the tale,
Of the man who lived within the winter sea?
Of the man who fell out of love entirely.