I Envy Her
I envy her.
You remain loyal to her,
Despite that too much of her
Causes your world to blur.
Blurred vision, yet so clear to me.
Crystal clear that I am not priority.
Still, you have the audacity to love
Her in front of me.
You cheat on me; you break my heart.
I wonder how my heart still beats for you.
Beats for you, while your heart beats for her.
She’s got you stuck-stuck like glue.
But glue is suppose to hold things together,
And she tears us apart.
She has you in a trance,
You are under her spell.
You have given up on us,
And pursued your love for her.
I look into your glazed eyes,
Oh, how much they have changed.
I watch the edges of your lips rise
While you taste her.
I am broken.
Please leave her alone,
And come back to me.
We can go back to when we
Had it all.
But she ruined it.
“She” is alcohol.