Boo
Hey Boo
This is the letter
I'll never send
Because at this point
We're to broken
That despite the groveling
And crying my sorries
And bleeding my apologies
I don't feel like
It'll ever make up
The shame I feel
For causing you
That pain
Oh Boo
I can't say
That for years
You know Iliked you
That for years
In small moments
I'd think
About us
What it woudl be
Being together
What you would see
Could we become
Something deeper
Something more
You and I
But Boo
This isn't a love poem
But my goodbye
To a friendship
That's dying
Before my eyes
Becuase you and I
Are oil and water
Both fucked up
In our ways
I'm damaged emotionally
No good with relationships
But I'll even put up
With the abuse
In ours
Dear Boo
We're too different
To syncronize in dance
I wanted to tango
As you danced solo
Following the flow
But we danced to Angels
And now my mind
Will go back
For some time
To your basement
As Angels sang
And you asked me to melt
As you held my hand
And in the moment
I did
Under your flame
Boo
I wrote tragedies
About you
About us
I saw avalanches
Instead of empires
And the torment
Stirring in my soul
That would gain speed
After every time
You kissed me
I knew I made a choice
That would end in sorrow
The only thing is
I don't know
Per usual with you
If you have much of a scratch
Compared to my broken limb
Boo
I'm positive
You hate me
And trust me
I feel the same
Because I'm not that person
That I became
In that week
When I pulled away
I didn't ask, I assumed
After you running over my heart
As I held back tears in your car
I tried so hard
To be a feather
Instead I crushed you
Under my promise
That I shattered
Because my heavy heart
Wanted more
That I knew
In the end
You couldn't give
Oh, Boo
Trust me
I won't forget
Because literally
A memory of you
Is tattooed
On my shoulder
When you sat
In that parlor
And just talked
And Angels will wing
And my heart will weigh
with my guilt and shame
As your memory
Burns in my veins
In the end
We're a tragedy
I tried to avoid
So fuck destiny
I'm sorry