dear ex-best friend (or, alternatively titled, what I gave you)
Chapter 1
I gave you
A young bull,
An iron sickle,
An alibi.
You gave me
A wicked sneer,
A roguish tongue,
False concern,
A shaking admiration,
A gentle pain, impune.
I turned the other cheek to your ritual slaughter and you gave it some color.
I gave you a chance to clear your thread of fiction and you wrote me another.
Chapter 2
I remember
we broke bread
I broke my back
and you broke your smile into
two different corners
turned up and down.
I broke down my own doors and cornered
the splinters and you shattered,
stained glass and your shine
was tentative as it was sharp.
Chapter 3
I'm sure that one day you will aim
To hold over my face the richness
Of red meat, jewels in the flesh,
Shimmering, dripping iron.
You once told me you'd gladly share with me
The fruits of your struggles.
But who handed you the sword?
And was your shield?
Epilogue
Having received a generous dose of hellfire,
We are now allowed to shake free
The singed crest of feathers we never bore proudly.
Shedding in sunlight:
Our primordial grime,
And previous crimes.
We are,
And are at,
Tipping points.