As I wake up I'm wishing for the day to be over.
I lay back down, and wish to drown in my dreams. 
I begin to suffocate on my thoughts.
I am stabbed by my loneliness.

Conflicting opinions of my self worth
make me want to jump off a bridge, into a sea of thumb tacks.

I need someone to listen to my intellectual thoughts.
Someone to feed off my sadness.
Someone to measure themselves off my smiles.
Someone to count each of my heartbeats, and compare them to a child's voice.

Someone, anymore

I need someone to answer all my questions about life, and it's awful consequences. 
Someone to resite my sleep patterns in their own. 
Someone who will provide me my dreams of fantasy and unrealistic places I might not ever venture.

Maybe they can help a lost soul like mine.