first time//last time
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i wanted you immediately
and told you so
early in october
one late night
you said you couldn't take advantage
but i soon found out
that i was to take the advantage
and the virginity
in more ways than one and
looking back fondly
i can only cry
thinking about the first time
was last week the last time
i get to feel your body on mine
biting at your neck and licking your chest
in a haze of smoke and booze
you had me and i had you but
how could this end with that drunken fuck
followed by sleeping the day away
i need more i need more i need more
i feel at peace in your arms
liberated
hot
so i message you
in hopes that you'll bring some sort of clarity
to the situation
begging
questioning
"was that the last time?"