Limitations
I cannot be what you want me to be anymore
or
do what you want me to do
I cannot live up to these
expectations
that you have set for me
and it's crazy
thinking things will get better
but somehow they don't
or
don't know how to
I cannot be the pedestal
that you want to stand on
for I am weak
broken
empty
with a void
and a hole in my heart
I cannot be there
without knowing that you care
that my faith is unyielding and
has true cause
I cannot hold onto your burdens
for they are heavy
and my heart light
knowing that I cannot walk the distance
to go that extra mile
I cannot do these things
not because I don't love you
but
because I have found that loving you
is something I cannot do.