Don’t find me

I hide in the forest
Conceal my face for I can not be seen
Not yet
Because if I am seen now I will be found
and if I am found...
Life may end as we know it
well, as I know it
I have a significant amount of food here 
Enough to feed myself as I need to live
No one else will be fed
I can't be found because they will want to join me

It's beautiful
being alone
In a world full of twisting vines and bobie traps
Where each turn is a new adventure
And you go to the edge of the rocks 
Pushing yourself
Almost die or don't live!
They can't find me
not yet

I'm not ready to be normal
I don't need to give this up
My freedom, my adventure, my beauty
it's here
It's always been here
My nature is my company
They come and go
just like me
Like the clouds floating on by telling a story
and then there gone

If I jump into the water
its cold
It takes your body and makes it
shiver
but its good
It's pure, its natural, its right
For in that moment everything
is gone
That high, that climax 
What surrounds you when your 
deep under
deep inside
It fills you
They feeling of everything is bitter sweet
Those few moments of ecstasy before you
break through the glass-looking cover over you
Gives you suck a feel!
...That everybody wants..

And the river still flowing
Every time is someone new
If i am found 
I will never have that new feeling again

When you dry off you cuddle with the sun
The grass brushes your skin softly
When the wind whispers in your ear
it tickles
the waterfall roars for you to jump back in
To go deeper filling the lungs
with more screams
Standing up on the cliff
as tall as there sky scrapers are
Looking down the rocks point up
Trees sway cries for safety 
Fear is just another adventure
Being scared is the adrenalin

one step off
Falling fast, plunging in once again
Hitting fast
Filling my lungs with the ecstasy screams
NO
I won't let them find me
I'll never let them find me
Defiantly not now

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