I'm so tired of not being listened to. I'm only to blame for the things I do. I never want to hurt you, the one I love. But here lately it's been a push and a shove. I'm never going to leave you. Stop thinking I will. If only you knew the stress I'm under and the feelings I feel. You knew I was emotional from the start, so why do you tend to make me sad. I'm glad you're here for me as a husband and our son’s dad. I hate to argue and fight. I just want to cry all through the night. I don't like the attitude you give to me. Why can't you just talk calm and civilly. All I do is express myself. You're the only one I can talk to. And when I do you get mad at me. Who else can I talk to? Who else will understand? I thought you'd be the one there for me and take my hand. Take my hand when I'm upset. Take my hand when I'm mad. And just listen to the words that I've said. You don't listen to me and hear out the feelings I feel. You just jump to conclusions and want to kill. I can never just get away. I want time to think what to say. I love you so much and you don't see it. All I want is a happy family. But if you don't think I appreciate you or care. Then why do you want me here? Do you even love me? You get mad when I cry or tell you I’m mad and the reasons why. Please hear me out when I tell you I'm never leaving! I just want you to love me and start believing. Please stop the arguing and the attitudes you have toward me. I'll only be mad for a minute.......... I'm sorry I'm: not perfect, not pretty, not happy all the time, emotional, and stubborn. I thought you'd love me for me. I'm sorry I'm the way I am. I love you. Please tell me if you don't want me anymore, because I want you.