Youre an omen

The devil

I hate you but my words cant get enough if you

Every word i speak

Its you

My breath. All of them. they are for you. But my hatred is what i cant admit to you. Thats where i feel you most

In the pit of my stomach. 

And im not going to lie

Its the truth

But my god you make sick

Youre twisted in the head

A drug i cant get enough of

Im addicted

Im addicted to your deceitful cunning ways

Im addicted to what you call purity

But i will never admit to myself youre anything but amazing.

Because deep where it hurts

Youre nothing but my Conscious

And as much as i crave you 

Its the same as craving me

And thats something i will never admit to myself