I have lost

the first notes that you wrote me,

the flowers that made me sneeze.

I have lost

the dream catcher necklace,

but only because the chain broke.

I have lost

a part of myself,

a sense of joy,

the feeling of being loved.

I have lost 

the man I loved.

the love that we shared.

I am still losing,

the man that I loved and still love.

Yet I cannot

find the will

to let go...