Poems from toni has trauma

Is it normal  to want to die?  Is it normal  to want to cry?  Is it normal  to internally scream?  Is it normal to come apart at the seams...
I’m starting to think  my happiness trial has expired.  Im numb all the time  when did I get so tired?    Why does it never stop?  When did...
Loud heavy breathing. I can't inhale or exhale  and terror fills me. 
late at night, can't sleep my brain screams my fears at me, sensing my weakness.
my brain is scattered on the floor, walls, and ceiling, just like my pictures.