Poems from jarredshah
What do you see when you look in my eyes?
Can you see all the memories that I so strongly despise?
So badly I wish that I could cry.
Or...
How long should I hide?
How many tears have I cried?
How long 'til we die?
So long, I have tried.
I ask, oh God why?
Why did I lie?
Give up...
I simply cannot cope anymore;
The pain is just too fucking much.
I'm really wondering if I will be able to convince myself to stay.
Or...
I feel so sad when I wake up from a dream,
Realizing that I have to return to reality.
It's always easier to decipher what nightmares mean...
11 years later, still dead inside.
11 years later, finally alive.
11 years later, afraid of what's new.
11 years later, ready for myself,...