Poems from Auora Faustini

Female. Mixed raced. Lived in 5 different countries.
Not British. Not American. Do not live in America, live in London. My profile keeps saying American Poet even if I have tried to change it.
I just want constructive feedback on the things I write.
(Dashes equal a beat.
The ellipsis is a long pause.
A poem wrote at 15/16, then revised.)
My life isn’t as bad as it seems,
that even in...
(Dashes equal a beat)
How much I wish to be this wall -
The emotions of my heart
Are complicated, real -
The emotions of my heart
Are a...
(This poem was written when I was young)
In the morning, the sun rises
Like a glowing ball
Full of anger and rage
But never small
Every...