Your Ringing Name
You drown my thoughts
Make it impossible for me to do everyday tasks
I can't go to the store and buy a single thing
The feeling of your weight on my shoulders stops me
You follow me wherever i go
It's impossible to escape your strong grasp
When i go to starbucks a wave of dreadd washes over me
Because i know you'll choke me if i dare to speak, my heart
it beats fast
I think it's time we go our seperate ways
But you'll never let me go, no matter how hard I try to escape you
You always find me in the dark corners, cowarding away
You only bring me down
I feel as if the ground beneath me is breaking
You're just waiting to push me
I know I'm not the only one, you've done this to my friends
You turn their blooming minds into dry, brittle, and cracked flower petals
Leave us, you make us drown ourselves in misery
Anxiety, your name rings in my mind
It makes my heart ache