Smoking, Snorting, popping pills doing drugs on the fly , 

Dealing with this stupid pain I have inside rapid heart, and so it starts.

Smart student, choosing to just skate by .. Maybe the drugs will stimulate a rise.

Thinking about nothing and speaking out against all . 

Stupid, and niaive .. Bullied, mentally battered, high happily hallucinating, along the road.

Looking for somthing sharp to slit his throat, 0 hope that he finds, another knife so he'll try.

But he cannot take his life,  Tears, flow as he fully opens his eyes.

Hating his life he continues to cry, wanting to desperately grow wings and fly.

Young silant man dealing with a war, you are never alone. Not anymore.