you changed my life (and i am forever thankful)
When I was in 9th grade
I put stars on my ceiling
just in case sad was the
only thing I was feeling.
I'd look up from bed to see all of them glowing
just to keep the "good" chemicals in my brain flowing.
Because in the night was when I would start to drown,
but when I would tell him, he would just frown.
But then I found you,
and you're all I need
because while you help me out,
my anxiety he would feed.
You are not him,
and thats all I know.
Now I'm not scared,
my insecurities I show.
For I know you,
and you will not judge.
You build me up slowly,
then give me a nudge.
Guide me in the direction
you're sure I should go.
Holding my hand, saying
"we'll take things slow."
You've opened my eyes
to something so good.
I'm treated by you
like I now I should.
Of coure somtimes
we may lose our way
but we'll always have eachother,
what more can I say?
All thanks to you
I have grown strong
you're undoing everything
he had made wrong.
You are my heart, my soul,
my joy, my muse.
You are something
I can not bare to lose.
So, my love, won't you
please stay?
In my bed is
where we shall lay.
There you'll look up
and explain what you see,
maybe it'll show you
what you are to me.
I will then tell you
what it all means
after my bare ceilings
have all been seen:
I found someone to
guide me out of the dark,
but who would have thought
he'd find his way to my heart?
All thanks to you
I've stopped living in fright,
because the day I met you,
I found a new light.