xoxo

xoxo

fucking numb this pain.

popping pills, these supposed to

keep me sane.

my life.

my life?

mind games.

my life is a game

taken by surprise.

loneliness on this happy face

 

smiles round' here.

put a smile on my lips.

cover my lips,

smother my pain.

do you hear the pain?

listen to the pain.

eyes on me.

im happy as ever.

excuse myelf to the bathroom,

get myself together.

 

tear drop from my eye,

to my face.

looking in the mirror,

i want to leave this place.

15... and my life's a mistake.

ive run out of pills.

my life's a mistake...

 

 

 
This poem is about: 
Me

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Grant-Grey Porter Hawk Guda

Powerful expression! 

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