I am no longer living

I am surviving

I tried doing this thing 

They called it "thriving" 

But it was hard and so I gave up

You see I've never had much luck 

Finding a place where I belonged. 

People just shuffle me and shut me out 

They say move along they feed my doubt 

Of the good side that everyone claims to have

I don't have friends, I have aquaintences

They never last long they move down the waiting list

One leaves and another moves up

Something goes wrong and enter my bad luck

Another new friend please 

To add to my crew 

Another victim 

Let's see how they do

I give it a minute a day or two 

They'll say that they care but their sick of me too 

They look the other way when I pass by 

I thought we were friends 

But they wouldn't even care if I die

They have abandoned me 

JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.