Working Life
I shout-
I scream-
I carry on-
and beg for someone to see,
look at what I've done!
Isn't it what you wanted?
but no one seems to listen,
no one seems to care,
when I listen to their rules,
or follow expectations.
But if I don't-
oh, if I don't...
hellfire reigns,
and they pull tight the reigns,
and I am shoved back in place.
I'll stay quiet,
I'll stay in place,
if you just tell me you approve.
I work and strive,
but never do you even whisper-
good job-
congratulations-
any time you speak it echoes.
The hollowness cannot be hidden,
I don't know what to do.
I, a hollow human being,
following hollow words,
wondering at the meaning.
Isn't this what you wanted?
Why am I ignored?
What I am doing wrong?
What have I not discovered?
Is it me?
Is my work just worthless?
Does my time and effort mean nothing to anyone?
Am I just a withered leaf,
that no one thinks to miss?
Or congratulate on makeing oxygen?
Am I nothing but a means to an end?
a bulding block?
a piece to be thrown in?
Am I not?