Happy eyes,

Hidden tears.

Smiling laughter,

Suppressed fears.

Innocent words,

Knowing mind.

Light chords,

but deep behind.

Just a joke

to me there's meaning.

Try not to listen-

my blood is singing.

Funny to them

cruel to me.

Why push on?

Just let me be!

Silence at last,

but still so loud.

Turn on the music

alone on my cloud.