Forgive the abuser? or toss him away..Life changes, everything is possible. She was tiny for her age, 12 and 4'7. 13 but full of rage and despise, hatred actually, I did not enter this world a full person, torn in half a birth,lack of empathy many say. Did it feel good? as long as you're okay, because I also won't be leaving this world a full person either, parts of me inside others, my heart given to others and my blood soaked,assaulted,abused,womenhood. Don't hug me, because he did that once,he put his arms around me and made me feel safe and sound, well as safe as a little girl could feel in her familys arms. The way boys spoke to me probably used to make me feel warm, but my disorders have made me forget, I forgot alot of things actually,I forgot everything but you. You're a back door baby whore.