you made me feel the sadness in my bones
when you weren't around.
it's like you didn't understand
what you did to me.
your toxicity in my veins
never got washed out by the rain.
but the snow brought a new landscape
and left me alone.
I laid for nights on end
wondering how you would hurt me
again.
before I could decide
you said 'I think I love you'
and it washed away my pride.
so I'm left in my bed wondering
how I can love someone
who made me feel so wrecked inside.