Will I ever?
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Sometimes I worry about us.
Why, why, why?
I'm not sure.
I seriously don't know.
There is just something about our love.
Maybe, it's because it feels forced,
Unreal,
Too perfect?
Is there such a thing?
You give me everything,
But nothing at the same time.
I can't imagine life without you,
But I can imagine living without you.
Nothing makes sense,
But everything has meaning.
I probably will never understand.
Love is confusing.
There is no hope for me.
I will never know what true love feels like.
I will never allow myself,
to fall completely.
To injure myself,
Let myself give in.
Everyone has done it,
I will not.
But, there you are.
Standing there,
Waiting for me to say it.
Waiting for me to love you.
You've said your piece.
I don't know.
I will never know what true love is.
You've never even hurt me.
You've never even hurt me!
I want your love,
I need your love.
But, I will not let myself slip
Yet, I feel myself,
Grasping for you,
Catapulting for you.
There it is.
The final bullet,
I have officially fallen.
For that smile,
Laugh,
Kind heart.
I will never know what true love is.
Or maybe,
I will