Why I do it
I drink because it replaces sadness with happiness.
I smoke cuz I don't feel the pain.
I cut cuz my life is crumbling around me.
You don't realize that do you?
I don't love myself cuz there's nothing to love.
I fear failure cuz I'm trying not to be a bigger disappointment than I already am.
You expect me to fight through my problems...
Instead I am suffocating in them.
This poem is about:
Me