Who am I?

Who am I really?

Am I a blessing or a curse?

Am I someone you want to be around?

 

My hopes and dreams are full...

But they seem so empty..

Will I have to deal with this for life?

 

This sorrow I feel...as if something is forcing me away

From happiness...

But what is?

My struggles...my problem..

 

Why am I a target?

Why do people try to make a bulls-eye...

I have feelings!

But no one cares!

 

People I want to tell, I cant...

Why cant I?

 

When I look at myself in the mirror, am I seeing me or who I want to be?

Is it me or a reflection of my desires?

Is it a looking glass?

 

Where is my perfect world?

Where can I find it?

But, of course, nothing is perfect....

And I doubt my life will ever be