people see me and they think 

theres a girl far from girly

for they see my plaid button up shirt,

loose fitting jeans and a pair of  old combat boots 

they see not much effort put into looking nice

they see a girl who doesnt give a shit about her looks

and thats the truth

 

people see me standing up for others

and they stand back

and when they swing at someone who wont or cant fight for themself

and i stand up to the plate, they fear me

but when i should stand up for myself, but dont

they dont know what to do

and if they swing at me, before anyone else, i dont fight i walk away

they seem to fear me even more

 

it seems like when people fear me 

they dont even realize why

they arent really afraid of me 

they are afraid of what is going on 

that someone is willing to stand up for the good of others 

but walk away for them selves

but they dont realize who i am

 

you can only stand up for things that arent true or that i deny

everytime they called me

nerd or geek or even freak

they are true and i dont deny them 

just like when i hear people shout 

emo or dyke as i walk down the all

even though i bisexual and i've stoped cutting

i still dont deny it  because there is no piont to if its true

even if it hurts 

 

if you avoid all the names and the attacks and fights

you can get to know who i really am

im not a bitch because i stand up for others 

im not freak because i like different things than you

i am a kind person who thinks people shouldnt be picked on 

because of  people being moronic

but myself confidence may seem to be low 

but really it is high i just accept my faults 

 

who am i ...

i am someone who is feared

i am someone who is loved 

  i am someone who is willing to protect others 

i am bisexual 

i am a nerd

i am a sister and daughter

but most of all i am me