Who am I?

When people look at me what do they see?

Do they see the person that I try to portray?

The mature 19 year old? College Sophomore who has everything put together?

They see a bubbling girl loads of personality, who never has a bad day.

A girl that everything comes easy for. She doesn't need to study because she's just smart.

They see a confident girl filled with goals that she will not give up on.

But what they don't see is what is more important.

Behind that wall of confidence and happiness there is much more.

Who am I really?

I am a fighter. A girl who had her heart broken one to many times for her to be truely fixed again.

I am a helper. Anything that needs done, you can go to her.

I am a bookworm. If their is a book out there she will end up reading it.

I am a guarded. People can't get to close to her because she fears they will see.

I am a worrier. She knows everything has consequences but which ones will make things worse?

I am Me.

A girl who feels like she needs to have it all together so she can help others while she is slowly dying on the inside. A girl who takes the blame for anything just so others will not have to go through pain.

If you want to really know me you can't just see. 

Get up close and personal, break the walls down, and set the real me free.