who am i?

I am suposed to be the homecoming queen

Most know me as the treasurer of our class

I am the varsity goalie of the soccer team

I am the 400 meter hurdler of our track team

thats how you all know me

but who am i?

WHO REALLY AM I

I ask myself this every morning

I ask mysel this every night

I am the girl who does everything to make her parents proud

I am the girl who does things to put a smile on the faces of others

I am the girl who feels alone in the world

the girl who cries herself to sleep at night

the girl who wishs to see a therapist

but mother doesnt think i need one , and mothers know best?...

NONE OF YOU COULD GUESS WHO I REALL AM

I am told that i have to many things going for me to feel this way

why cant i be sad?

why cant i do the things i want to do?

why cant i be me?

throught time this all shall pass

and in time i can finally be me

its exhausting being some one else, dont you all see?