When I saw you
a ray of light
hit my heart
so beautifully quite

When I held you
my hands felt whole
completely warm
to the core of my soul

When I kissed you
my lips went weak
trembling nervously
from my head to my feet

But when I told you
this all got replaced
as a broken smile
set the end of my days..

When I see you
my heart goes numb
shuts it's self down
makes me 
want to run.

When I see you.
I remember the pain.
But try to smile.
To keep myself sane.