As the seconds pass, so does my mood change
I turn to all directions but everything is strange
I live in a past that is no longer true
What should I do,give me clue
I keep losing control every day
I want to die,if I may
Because everything around me tells me it's wrong
Anymore I don't know how to stay strong
I want a house where i'll be alone
Don't worry,I won't be lonely
Time would stand still while I would walk and look at the untouched nature
Then life wouldn't be torture
I would drink mint tea
And enjoy in my own company
I could lie in bed for hours and just think
Then I'll make tea to drink
And then continue over and over again
I tell you it wouldn't be vain
That would just pick up my pain
And took it far,far away
So,in my imagination I'll stay
Who knows how much I'll need to pay
For that,but not with money,but with who I am