What I want...
I want to be a rock, but I flow like a summer breeze.
I want to be loyal, but sometimes I need something new.
I want to tell the truth, but I know the truth hurts.
I want to love whomever I want, but I am fearful of being judged.
I want to be straight, but I also want to accept myself.
I want to have fun all of the time, but life just handed me some lemons.
I want to stop feeling useless, but its my word against my parents.
I want to stay happy, but sometimes I just need to cry.
I want to live in the present, but everyone is pushing for the future.
I want to kiss my bestfriend, but I'm not sure he likes me back.
I want to hate myself, but I know that its not good for me.
I want to stay lost, but I also want to be found.
I want to be someone else,
I don't want to be me,
but I'm all
I have
left.