I promised myself that I'd never change.

I declared to the world that I would remain, forever the same.

Strength was my middle name, 

And I could not be tamed!

 

What happened?

 

Everybody can see that I dropped the ball.

I'm not me at all. I'm standing 5 inches past 5 feet tall,

And I'm ready to fall. I'm depressed and angry, and I don't even recall,

What made me this way; I was tamed after all.

 

What happened?

 

I feel like a disgrace.

Like coming in last in my teams best race.

My eyes are forever crying like they're constantly sprayed with mace.

I'm ashamed I let it get this far, I don't even want to show my face.

 

What happened?

 

My life had shattered.

The impossible had happened, and nothing mattered.

Looking back at it now, I'm not flattered.

I refuse to let my life become so tattered.

 

What happened?

 

I'm better than this. 

Even in the darkest of times, I always find bliss.

Never will I let my happiness become a black abyss.

I'm shooting to be invincible, and I will not miss.

 

What happened?

 

After so many puddles of tears on my kitchen tile,

I'm done crying, 'cause life is nothing but a trial.

The answer is to stay positive, even if you're running a sad mile.

What I did wrong, was I forgot to smile. 

 

I know what happened.