I blackout in the room again

a static mess of where I've been

I wake up in the classroom

and dare not bother asking

why all I see are faces, staring, judging me

 

Their voices there to dare me

my teacher's glare to scare me

 

and my soul, she sits beyond the door

she's curled up crying on the floor,

looking at what she's done

when the weight of all the world's gone wrong

wrong again

 

well, liars, they leave a guilty trail,

and let me tell you something, people

they've been lying for years

and that's exactly why I'm standing in this space

 

constantly over, and over, they're disregarding that they have created these monsters

they're on both of my sides,

so I wipe my blood all over their eyes

all over their eyes

 

and while I wait for my wound to heal,

this classroom cannot repeal my heart torn out with a plastic spoon

honesty will never light up this room

so I grasp for my teacher's teeth to clean

this mess that's been made of my dream

 

now you see what I've done?

when the weight of all the world's gone wrong

wrong again

 

this room is cold, and wide

and I fall onto the floor and wonder

"how did I get here?"

I was a little girl with a dream

 

go ahead, thump her head

she won't turn back to normal

 

you don't bother trusting me

you don't bother waiting 

for my brain

that doesn't seem to give into changing

 

you're letting me go away

I'm packed

whenever, I'll go

I'll really, really go