I'm on this path to my pursuit of happiness
trying to get back to that place where a smile wasn't rare
remembering my days as a child
a time of pure carefree bliss
death was just a word
and heartbreak was nothing more than boo-boo mommy can kiss and its all better
as i got older
i opened my eyes to see what this world was really like
a harsh, unforgiving, judgmental place
unfortunately my generation
lives in a time
where Gods so called "Christians"
throw there bible at you
but how can you do that when your hands are just as dirty as mine?
these God-fearing people look down on us youth
For what though.?
Forgetting if they ever stared in that mirror to long
so who are you too judge?
i get that you're all "highly favored and sanctified"
that don't make you better than me
for you to say ill never be ANYTHING
makes me wonder how much of a God-fearing person you really are
if i never trip up and fall down
how will ever learn about life?
I'm not perfect and neither are you
While searching for that place that truly made me happy
i ran into some horrible things
alcohol, sex, drugs
they gave me that moment of euphoria
in which i forgot about everything
all my troubles
i took that moment and ran with it maybe i went a little to far
but can you blame me
it was like old times again
before he passed
before all the cracks in my life started to reveal themselves
thinking back on it i wish i could change so many things
theres nothing like that big brother little sister relationship
we grew together
you taught me how to walk
and fight if i needed too
I'm don't think it was truly your time but its gods will i guess
I always wonder if you could stand in front of me today
would you be proud of me?