Is it wrong to want to feel a little loved?

Sometimes I just feel so alone.

All I ever do is run, run, run.

I ain't even safe in my own home.

Am I wrong to want a little more?

Than this s**t I'm dealing with.

For once I wanna be the one to score.

Cause I feel everything in my life is amis.

I fall too hard,

I fall too fast.

I wanna play the right card,

I want something to last.

Left behind and forgotten,

Abandoned and broken.

Nobody is here, nobody around.

I wanna leave this life,

I wanna leave this town.

Somebody tell me, tell me

Am I worth more than I feel?

Somebody tell me, tell me

Will I ever ifnd something real?

 

I just want someone to see me. 

Cause to all these demons

I'm just a host.

I can't outrun,

I can't outfight.

I'm finally done,

with this life.

I struggle to believe int he God above,

cause He made promises He couldn't keep,

He promised love.

Unlovable, untouchable.

Broken and torn.

After years and years,

my fake smile is getting worn.

I can't pretend any longer,

That I could be something more.

I need to give up on everyone else,

and focus on myself.