Uh um, me
Location
The instructor said,
Go home and write
A page tonight.
And let that page come out of you--
Then, it will be true.
Is it really that easy?
I am seventeen, fatherless and was born in Upland.
I went to private school, a Catholic school and then here
to this school in the windy hills of Chatsworth.
I am an individual here.
The traffic on the 118, and then, on the 405, and then on the 5, and then on the 14,
a forty-five minute drive, then I reach the town of Santa Clarita.
Via Princessa, Jason, Flynn, I reach Karns.
Unit 61001, I walk up two flights of stairs
Eat my dinner, go to my desk, and write this page:
I don’t understand you nor you me.
I guess I’m not supposed to at my age.
I’m only supposed to be lazy, be selfish, and repeat.
But I see and hear and feel just like you.
I am somebody, you are too.
Who am I? Well, I cry laugh and live.
I like to eat pizza, play basketball, and hang out with my friends.
For my birthday I want Lakers tickets and Nike shoes,
And maybe even a brand new puppy.
I suppose being me means I’m young and naïve
that I do not like to always think about my future and what it could be.
Does this mean that I am destined to live on the streets?
I hope not, because this is me.
And what about you?
Are our tale and my tale really different?
Were you once me?
Sometimes I don’t want to understand you nor do you want to understand me.
But here’s the thing:
I was born in this country, so were you;
that’s American.
I’m not perfect and neither are you;
that’s human.
I’m going to die someday and so are you;
that’s life.
So, I'll live like we're supposed to be-- free
That's my poem, uh um, that’s me.