To A True Friend
Dear Skuldrake,
It is like you said a long time ago.
I am just walking into the hole once more.
I should have listened to you.
You were always my better half
I turned a blind eye towards you.
I forgot you.
This girl…
I shouldn’t have known and I should have acted better.
She was the sun that blinded me day after day.
A light so bright that no shadow could exist.
I left you to die…
And yet… you kept coming back to help me.
You were always there to support me when I needed the help. Why?
Is it because I made you?
Is it because I wanted you to help me?
Were you the piece I was missing so long ago… You are like a light at the end of the tunnel.
I don’t say this often but sometimes it feels like you are my only true friend.
While it is true I have others, I always come back to you.
Maybe it is because you don’t see me as a burden or an object.
You see me as a struggler.
Trying to make every right move but fail at every step.
Why can’t I have more friends like you?
You are me, a better me perhaps.
I wish I could be cold hearted like you sometimes.
However, I know you would yell at me because you have nothing and lost everything.
I couldn’t imagine that…
If only my darkness was as incandescent.
Life made you into who you are
That girl… taught me many things.
Life is a struggle.
The world never revolved around me.
“I am no one important,” you would always say.
You are important.
A string keeping me from falling...
Thanks… Bro
Sincerely,
A friend