Have you ever lost the lack of sleep because the thoughts in your head become too deep? It dwells on your mind because most people cant ever decide..,It seems to me nowadays its better to have death Because no matter which way you turn its like losing ya last breath Going through the days just getting more depressed is a daily routine Trying to be either careless or caring buh your stuck in between Never giving up is harder then it seems The more things happens, the negativity is what you start to believe Anything can happen just likel that Thats why you gotta check your surroundings and watch your back I dont understand why people have a "trust issue" because you seem to run back to the person that hurt you as soon as they hit you with the "i miss you" i stay to myself most of the time because i try to cope with myself without choosing a side..its like im trying to understand what my change needs to be , having people by your side isnt a guarentee, its time for me to make a stand upon my path settling for less would just be aftermath, they say patience is the key to success because getting to where you needa be takes progress..,left or right you never know which way is good thats why some people have misconceptions and misunderstoods, why can a person have so many decisions? & why do we have so many people forgetting their occupation & their ambitions,..standing in the mist of love & hate..makes it hard to focus or concentrate, the situations now are like the same old things..like life is like ripping ya heart out that wasnt attached to no strings...im just tired of pretending, tired of the lies, tired of the sorrows, tired of being sad...tired of it all